The Write Off

I am pregnant with number 2. It's a girl and her name is Allyson Renee Lambert. I am so excited to be having a girl, I will finally have my little princess. There will be lots of dress up and pink. Allyson is due on February 16th but will be making an early appearance on February 9th. The early appearance is due to the small complication that Jeff is getting deployed in February and we're hoping that he will be there for the birth on the 9th.
I am finally in my second trimester and it's been so much better than the first. I suffer from extreme morning sickness with my pregnancies and this one was no different. In fact it was worse. I lost 25 pounds in the first 14 weeks. I couldn't keep anything and I mean anything down and I was miserable. I had an I.V. in my arm to give me the fluids I couldn't drink and I almost had to have a feeding tube inserted through my nose to feed me. I was lucky that I started to get better before my doctor had to do that. But now everything is better. I can eat and I'm actually starting to put on some weight.
And now to totally switch train of thought. Have you ever been written off by a friend or someone close to you? Or have you been the one to write someone out of your life, intentional or not? There are times in our lives when we out-grow people, or move on, or just move. But I'm talking about when you have someone that you consider one of your best friends, you're as close as can be and then they just stop trying. I mean our friendship survived a move to a different state and all. I don't think this person even knows what they've done, but hasn't affected just me. I think I know what happened though. They got re involved in an old hobby and it took over their entire life. I think that maybe they think that I can't relate to them anymore and so they have moved on to people who can. I do know what they think or feel I can only guess and wounder and hope that one day we can be the close friends we used to be. I have a lot of love, patience, and understanding for those I love and those who want it. My friendship is always here waiting for you, I just can't close this door..........

Earth To Michelle

Hello! Michelle you need to call me!!!!! Or else you will not get to know what is happening! I still love yea girl! :)

Life is Good

I've been back in Utah for about two months now and I love it. I'm back with my two best friends and we've been hanging out and having fun. Calista had her baby in March and Michelle is working on her book. I've been traveling back and forth to Arizona to visit Jeff and my Grandmother. Life is difficult but also fun and exciting right now. I'm looking for a place for myself and my family to live in for June and that is a very difficult task right now. I've also started my own business making diaper bags out of old military uniforms. That's going well but also stressful to keep up with with all of the other chaos that is my life at the moment. Life is good as chaotic as it is right now it is still good. I love my family and friends and I'm getting cookies next weekend!!!!!

New Places and Familiar Faces

I'm home! I have moved back to Utah and am staying with my friend Calista and her family. Jeff is still in training and will be joining us (Jonny and myself) in July. I'm staying with Calista because She is having her third baby and I have offered my services to help her out with everything. I'm happy to be back in Utah with my friends and closer to my family. I look forward to the start of a new chapter in my life and can't wait to share it with all of you.

New Beginnings

HAPPY NEW YEAR! Yes, to all those who were wondering, I am still alive.
I'm happy to say that I have finished my Genealogy classes, which were the reason for my late disappearance, and I got an A in both classes. All that hard work and dedication paid off! Now that I'm done I have more free time on my hands. But not for long. In 28 days I'm moving back to Utah!!!!!!!!! I'm so excited about this I can hardly contain myself. I can't wait to see Calista and Michelle (if I decide to un-disown her by then) again. I will be stating the pack up within the week and slowly start the moving process. This time will not be a disaster!
So, I'm starting the new year off with a move and a new home and will hopefully I'll be ending it with sweat lullaby's (come on this one isn't hard). For those who haven't guessed, Jeff and I are going to start trying for little Lambert #2! I've been waiting for a long time for this, I'm so happy.